I have never had thoughts of death before, but lately I am having intuitive hits that I am either on the edge or flirting with it. I am not trying to elicit sympathy or create concern I am merely relating what my amorphous thoughts are saying. I have no specificity about it, it just is. One might say that my over indulgence in spin class might physically bring me to my own end. It might just be that my life is about to change in a radical way. I cannot be sure. I am continuing to take my medication so I am not sub consciously trying to help my demise along. I am not sad I am not glum, in truth in many ways I am happier now than ever before. Hey we all gotta go some time.
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